Friday, August 26, 2011
Today I rushed to get my life put together- in hopes it doesn’t get ripped apart tomorrow.
I didn’t know it was possible to get ALL the laundry done in one day.
I’ve never craved to clean my basement, garage, patio, or yard like I have today.
My starving shelves are plump again and my food storage, I fear, is going to be opened over the next few weeks.
Tomorrow, with the first drops of rain, I will be collecting all things valuable to me; my Journals, photos, documents, and family.
Our hideout in the basement is ready- whether I am or not.
Won’t this be fun?
Sunday, August 7, 2011
I’ve lived in Connecticut for 8 years. You would think that’s long enough to call this place my home.
I still feel like this is all temporary. I marvel at the beauty in the Summer and feel like I’m in Heaven in the Fall and year after year I feel lucky to see it again.
It’s NOT mine and I won’t be here forever. My heart is removed from this place. I don’t know why.
There isn’t any other place in the world I am dying to relocate to, so these feelings don’t make a lot of sense. I will be BOLD and say I think our time in Connecticut is nearing an end. I don’t have any reasons except my heart has been telling me change is in the air.
Sam has a job HERE and doesn’t have offers in his back pocket but I know the Lord sees the bigger picture.
Poor Sam, he’s trying to make sense of me. He suggested I re-arrange the furniture or paint a room to satisfy my gypsy blood.
I think that’s funny. I do like change.
So, I wonder if I’ll ever grow roots and feel at home. When it comes down to it- Home is where your heart is. I can be happy where ever my family is.
I have done a lot of “growing up“ while living here. I couldn’t ask for a better people to learn from.
I just think I’m about to get up-rooted.
Isn’t life exciting...
Posted by Ember at 11:06 PM